ferociouslys:

types of breakdowns (a personal compendium):

• the standard, classic, timeless DUDE HOLY FUCK EVERYTHING SUCKS AND I WISH I WAS DEAD 
  
• time to self harm not as a cry for help or some shit but because i fucking deserve to be in pain
• everything is making too much noise and  i’m crying and people are yelling and it just makes it worse
  
• breathe in my direction and youre dead to me
• bro. bro listen. nothing i experience is meaningful in any way on the cosmic scale. bro, were all going to die and well be reduced to the nothingness that we clawed our way out of. bro? bro?
• only one (1) thing has gone wrong but im crying anyway
• time to cut off all my friends and remake my personality because the one i have is horrible and i cant keep disappointing people
  
• flashback til i puke! a new hit single
• irrational anger & violence
• listen im well aware that someone needs to be responding to this situation in some way but youve got the wrong guy. possibly the correct fleshsuit, but the wrong guy
• hhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH
  

feel free to add more

icantevensleep:

I wish that there wasn’t a ton of stigma and secrecy about mental illnesses/developmental disorders/neurodivergent stuff in general because then it would be okay for someone to ask “are you autistic?” Or “do you have adhd or something?” And it wouldn’t be an insult it would be like saying “hey, you seem to be struggling and I think there might be a reason” and that could help a lot of people who haven’t been diagnosed uet and I’m rambling because I have no clue what my point is and this makes no sense

1148 03:30 AM not id related

memes-r-ass:

Me explaining my life to people

14416 03:26 AM not id related

aw1998monsters:

People: u good

Me: I’m fine

Me: has panic attacks multiple times a day, eats once a day, sleeps for either 4 or 10 hours, hates waking up

2805 03:25 AM not id related

honchcrow:

Reasons why im a bad friend:

• i get too attached

• i will complain about all my problems to you

• i will snap at you by accident one day, causing you to hate me

• i need to be reassured periodically that you dont think im annoying

• i am annoying

• im boring

• i dont know how to keep the conversation going

• i get emotional after midnight and will probably tell you something that could make you think differently of me

756111 03:24 AM not id related

scottisbae